you really don't want to know, my life looked very good few weeks back but as you know with life things sometimes goes wrong and i was forced to make a decision which was difficult but i made it and as a result i am still here. sometimes i think my life will never change and hope is dying slowly. Sorry if this doesn't make much sense but it really mood i am in.
i really don't want get into details of this situation but let just say there people out there that really know how to take advantage of people who are desperate for jobs. let's just leave it at that.
Apart from that i am fine i really enjoy catch up on tv show.

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